sleeping

Along this week of holiday, Ms.Dreamy keeps sleeping most of the time..
How come I feel so tired? Really curious.. Don't know why, just want to close the eyes..

Try to wake myself up, holding the books on my hands, 'A Practical Approach to Obstetric problems', 'A Practical Approach to Problems in Gynecology'... feeling even more annoying.. just can't focus and concentrate. I hate myself, how could I become a good doctor if I don't have the passion to read and gain knowledge? Why i will become like that? why i will become someone whom can't even recognized by myself?

No way ok, That wasn't me! That's enough, I don't want to live my life like that.

Ok, fine. everything will back to normal when i go back to my work. I promise myself.